Trip Report
BELIZE
12/6 -12/11/13
Race Results
Sun, Dec 8/13Placencia, Belize
End of the World Marathon
Marathon # 367 – Country # 118
5:11:27
In early Feb I started training again. I was determined
to train wisely and slowly. I would walk and add a few short runs until I
suffered shortness of breath. Once I built the run up to 1 mile I would slowly
increase the distance to 2 miles and then add another mile. It took 2 months to
build my run up to 10 miles. During this period the cocktail of toxic drugs
finally forced the UC into remission and I was able to quit the cocktail and
return to my normal (1 toxic) meds. However my ‘long’ run had become limited to
10 miles? After 10 miles I would become fatigued and suffer shortness of
breath? So I added 1 and then 2 miles of walking to my 10-mile run. Finally
after I reached a total of 13 miles I reached a significant breakthrough – I
was suddenly able to run 12 miles. I became exited and optimistic that I might
again be able to run another marathon. I set a goal to run an inaugural
marathon in St Kitts in May 2013. As my trip report indicated that race was
ugly and slow but I did manage to run/walk and finish. I was hopeful that
Maddog was on the road to recovery. Unfortunately that optimism was short-lived
and came to a painful and screeching halt at the Vietnam marathon in Sept. I
felt so bad during and after that race that I knew my health problems were not
resolved! I asked the cardiologist to perform another echocardiogram to compare
my current heart condition to the initial echocardiogram done before the ablation.
I was not surprised but I was disappointed/discouraged by the results and
diagnosis: cardiomyopathy with an EF (Ejection Fraction) of 30%. A normal EF is
50 to 70% so that means my heart is so weak that it is only pumping half the
normal amount of blood volume and can’t support strenuous exercise. The
cardiologist stated that he would not order me to “NOT” run because he knew I
would only ignore his advice. But he was concerned that the marathons were
stressing my weak heart and could cause further damage? I denied this medical fact/truth for almost
one year but could no longer deny the fact that there had been no change or
improvement in the past year. I was hoping that a wise exercise program would
strengthen my heart. I still tried to go into denial and decided to try one
more test. I ran Bill’s Beer Run – a popular and fast 5-mile run in Sarasota. I
wanted to see how fast I could run? Since I was struggling to run an 11-min
pace in my daily runs I figured a 9-min pace was a good/realistic goal. I gave
it everything I had – and I mean EVERYTHING – and all I could manage was a
9-min pace for the first 3 miles and then I slowed to a 9:30 pace to struggle
to the finish line. That test and result hit me like a sledge hammer. I was
screwed! My ‘running’ life was over! I immediately went into a ‘funk’ – not
quite depression – but close! My emotions and attitude were on a roller coaster
ride! But the worst part was that I mentally gave up. I no longer had the
desire to race/run or the mental toughness to overcome/ignore the pain that is
encountered in training and racing. And as all runners know, marathons are 30%
physical and 70% mental! Three weeks later I ran a marathon in Fort Myers. It
was a disaster from the start for the above reasons. And to make matters worse
I started to suffer leg cramps and tightness in both hips at 8 miles. The
emotional roller coaster continued and ranged from denial/ignoring everything
and run till I dropped/died or quit right now! But wait – just when things
seemed like they couldn’t get any worse – they did! For the past few months I
had been feeling tired and sleepy all the time. Both the cardiologist and GI
doc claimed that the cardiomyopathy and UC couldn’t cause those symptoms so I
went to my GP. After many blood tests proved negative I was referred to a sleep
doc for consultation and sleep labs. Once again I wasn’t ready for the results:
Narcolepsy – an incurable sleep disorder- and the 3rd nail in
Maddog’s running coffin! It can be managed with meds (narcotics) but so far
Medicare refuses to authorize or pay for the prescription because the drug is
too expensive. I’ll be damned if I will pay for the drug since I am paying for
a Medicare Prescription Plan. (Consider this a forewarning about Obama Care and
government control of your health!)
Now I am up to date with my health issues/woes and facing
an international marathon that I had already booked and paid for. What should I
do? After many heated discussions with Maddog we compromised on a plan. I want
to complete three more personal goals that I won’t announce because Maddog
would then consider them etched in stone and I would be forced to do them no
matter what. This plan/goal requires that I run four more marathons over the
next five months. I am not sure that I can do that so we have wisely agreed to
run each marathon ‘one-at-a-time’ and re-evaluate after each race. So now I am
ready to leave for Belize and run the next marathon.
The most positive thing to come out of all the above
(bad) news and roller coaster rides was that I had finally accepted the truth
and decided to run within my limitations. I set a race strategy to run 3 miles
and walk 3 minutes. During the rest/walk break I would also stretch my quads
and hip flexors to prevent the tightness/soreness problems I have been
suffering for the past month in training runs. I expected that the only fun
part of the trip would be re-uniting with four of my fellow Country Club
members.
Since I couldn’t book a ruins tour I used the time to
start writing my trip report and managed to complete 90% of it in Belize. On my
last night I treated Maddog to a fine lobster dinner to spend my remaining $BZ.
A lobster appetizer + lobster (Creole style) + drinks cost $80 BZ = $40 US. The
flight home was uneventful except the small 12-passenger plane flew directly
over the marathon course and I was able to take some great aerial photos of the
course.